two zero zero nine

this new year's eve is one that i will remember for life


here is where the mixed emotions come in; the end of a chapter that went well, the beginning of the uncertainty of what lies ahead ( which i can't quite bother about yet though ), the grief of leaving a certain place that's ceasing to exist and the acknowledgement that time is passing too quickly for its own good

i don't care if you find this cliche or absurd, i believe there's some legitimacy to my feelings
if you really do know what i'm referring to that is